I understand.........

I know I have not blogged in about a week (sorry). I have had a lot on my plate, the Lord and I have been spending MUCH time together, and I really couldn't decide on what to write about until thing were a little more clear. So now I understand. I have been reading so many scriptures this week, and it was kinda funny, I would read a couple and just put my bible down and say, I can't believe it, that is my answer, read some more, and was like, oh that is really good. Like how to be content with things that are, God gives you what you need, not the things you want, for a reason. And sometimes, he will bring trials in your life to show you to appreciate what you do have. Everything happens for a reason, this means more to me now than ever. There is always good in something bad, you just have to learn to be patient. So what ever your situation, be happy and content with what you have. For a while now I have been considering going back to school to do something different. This is something I have been praying about, I have come to realize, I do not need to do this right now. My job is being a loving wife and mother, the Lord has provided everything we NEED. Right now my children need me, to love and guide them. So that is what I will do. And I LOVE IT. Being at home for all of them is more important that any job I could ever do. Now don't get me wrong, if working is something you have to do, I completely understand, but don't do it just because "I want more money". Trust in the Lord, put ALL of your trust in him, he will provide in everything you could ever need.
Dear heavenly Father, thank you for everything you have shown me, and helped me understand. Thank you for the changes you have brought into our lives, the good and the bad. Because what I have found Lord, is the ones that I thought were so bad and didn't understand why, were to give me a lesson, and to learn to see that all is good through you Lord. Thank you Lord for my husband, and my three beautiful children, and providing all our needs. Lord thank you for giving me my answered prayers. In Jesus name I pray Amen.